| I Y snow !
We have about three inches of it so far...I made snowballs and through them at the Wool windows... I am just so glad that this semester is almost over! All these evil classes are over...for better or worse!
hopefully I get to go home tomorrow!  |
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| Time to let go of all the people who cause me stress. Because they just bring me down. Time to start surrounding myself with positive influences. Ahh life is so hard when you get emotionally attached to someone because then you have to deal with that person, even when it all goes downhill because your mind tortures it's self with countless thoughts of how things used to be and what went wrong...
And the record won't stop skipping
And the lies just won't stop slipping
And besides my reputations on the line
We can fake it for the airwaves
Force our smiles, baby, half dead
From comparing myself to everyone else around me
+FALl OuT BOy |
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| Smile in your Sleep - Silverstein When I'm lying in your bed
Play the motions through my head
You know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking
And I have reasons to believe that
I'm not the only one that you spend this time with
But I'll stay
You say you're weak
You wont let me down, you wont let me down
You lie through your teeth
You smile in your sleep, smile in your sleep
When we met you said we were the same
You know that we're different, we're different
And all the times you promised me
That everything would work out in the end
You were gravely mistaken
You say you're weak
You wont let me down, you wont let me down
You lie through your teeth
You smile in your sleep, smile in your sleep
I deserve better than this
I dream of steel
Maroon and warm, your end
You gasp for air
I'll see this through, I'll see through you
Your pale blue eyes
I deserve better than this Perfect song for me right now! |
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| EDIT::::
Just so you know, and I know you know, this is all about you, B.H. You know you lied. Unless of course you are in denial.
Well I would like to say that a lot has been going on lately. I realize now that I was foolish to trust someone. That someone has changed so greatly, it is quite sad. And I just don't understand. And since we are on the subject on trust, let me address the subject of lying. Why do people lie? I mean sure, little white lies are for the most part harmless. But when someone trusts you to the point that they give you the benefit of the doubt and then you lie to their face, it hurts. I mean, if you have lots of chances to tell the truth and you don't, what does that say about you as a person? If you pretend to be this nice person, always smiling and then you go behind peoples backs and talk about them, doesn't that make you a bad person? well there you go. I am not perfect but at least I have been up front with everything that goes on. I have not lied to someone I care about. But then maybe that is what it is all about! AH HA! a realization! That person did not give a shit about me! WOW glad I thought about this and got it out there and out of my head. Because it has been stressing me out and making me unhappy.
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